“We can teach from our experience, but we cannot teach experience.”
As I head off to bed tonight I have so many things rambling in my mind. The main thing rambling in this mind is my brain trauma organization. It has taken me two years to get this organization completely formed. And since its gotten established I have had the most obstacles arise…. Well today after I trained my client this morning I felt my intuition leading me to take a run just to clear some tension…
“The only source of knowledge is experience”
Running this morning, so much clarity was revealed to me. I ran and thought to myself so many truths of this whole project. I knew I was meeting with one of my Georgia Congressman in the morning to take my mission and I had a lot of anxiety about that come over me and I couldn’t quite understand this… Then as I felt that anxiety I had a memory come to me of a few weeks back of some critical remarks I had of some things that cut to my core…. Then I noticed I had speed come over me as I was running….
“Pain can change you, but that doesn’t mean it has to be a bad change. Take that pain and turn it into wisdom.”
As I ran, I recalled a photo shoot I held that I received a lot of criticism of misrepresenting a mental illness… And the more I thought of this the harder I ran, and the faster I ran… Then suddenly my realization came to me like a ton of bricks…. And I knew automatically I was on the right path. I knew this life was telling me it was ok, that I had no need to stress over this situation any longer… I saw that criticism as my missions need and I knew this was clarity at its best…
“Aim above morality. Be not simply good, be good for something.” -Henry David Thoreau
To end my entry I want to say I know with every piece of my soul that now at the age of 37 I was meant to share this strength I obtained from those hard moments I had in my life… And I also now know we do not go through these hard times for nothing… That they all have great meaning wrapped inside them… And I also know that I plan to carry each tear and each and every memory I have held close to my heart to every person that can make a difference in this world…You can bet on this!
Never Give Up, Never Give In, Never Stop Trying, Never EVER Give UP!!!!